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I'm staring at my blog. 

I just can't think of anything that i can put in here. Well to tell you honestly i got tons of ideas everytime i'm away from my keyboard. I always picture my blog to look like this, to post about this and that, to share my deepest thoughts. But still, I'm staring at my blog. 

You know that feeling when you think of an idea and you really believe that it is great to share it in your blog but you just can't. I really don't know why. It's all in my head. It keeps bothering my head. My imagination is absolutely giving me a feeling of assuming that i can post something on my blog that i'm really going to be proud of. But still, I'm staring at my blog.

Sometimes having too much ideas creates a messy concept. Too much ideas give you headaches because you don't know how to start. And when you finally started, you just don't know how to end it. Too much ideas give you a hard time to make every single detail comes out perfectly. 

How do i overcome this writer's block?

Choice or Destiny

In life, choices are everywhere.

I remember when my professor once asked us if life is a matter of choice or destiny? In my mind, i instantly answered "Life is a matter of choice".

Some people says that life is a matter of choice. Others believe that life is not a matter of choice but a matter of destiny. I truly believe that if you want something to prove in your life you better make a move and start choosing the right choices. Life is full of choices.
Choices that will test our personality.
Choices that will serve as a guide.
Choices that will lead us to a right or wrong path.
Choices that will teach us good and bad things.
Choices that will make life complicated.

Sudden Changes

She's happy.
She's loved.
She's worthy.
She's contented.

Then it crashed.

She never thought that being happy will give so much loneliness.
She never thought that being loved will be the reason for unloving herself.
She never thought that being worthy will prove to her that she's worthless.
She never thought that being contented will make her depressed.

And now she never felt anything again.

♥,

J

(photo not mine)

"Too hard to let go"

Have you ever tried waking up in the morning without touching your phone? Without reading the messages? Without telling the world that you just woke up and says "GOOD MORNING WORLD! JUST WOKE UP ☺"? (Well to tell you honestly, i do this once in a while. HAHAHA) Without taking selfies and post it on social media with a caption "I woke up like this"? Without posting a photo of your breakfast? Without taking a photo of the places where you've been? (In fact, these places are just shopping malls, boutiques, restaurants and parks that we've been too) Without posting a photo of your ootd? Without telling your followers where exactly are you? Without reading the status and tweets of your friends and followers? Without liking and sharing videos online that you can relate to? Without telling the whole wide world all the things that you're doing? 

THIS IS NOT AN ONLINE JOURNAL/DIARY.

HEY BEAUTIFUL!

Installation, Victoria Lucas and Richard William Wheater

It's all about you. 

It's all about your eyes, cheeks, nose, lips.

It's all about your hair.

It's all about your arms, legs, boobs, butt. 

You hate them? Then you really are a stupid human being.

It's not about being famous, beautiful and sexy,

it's being true to yourself.

You know what's real? 

Look at the mirror for more than a minute...

You are beautiful.

You don't need pretty face nor an hour-glass body shape to be loved.

You are loved.

But first let yourself to be loved by you. 

It's all up to you.

Because if you do love yourself everything will follow. 

Do not hesitate to call yourself beautiful. You really are.

Beauty is the reality of loving who you really are.

So hey!

Stop saying "I hate my nose!" "I look so fat" 

"I want those lips" "How do i get white skin?" 

Start living in a way that loving yourself can make you feel beautiful.




♥,
J

(photo not mine)